2003-10-19

Docking

Just read "Men are Pigs, But We Love Bacon," cover to cover. While at times you come across as a bit sanctimonious, your sarcastic wit made what could have been a "dried-vagina" read (to borrow your phrase) both interesting and entertaining. Yet your book didn't cover a subject I'm curious about: "docking" - putting your knob inside an uncut guy's foreskin and using his skin to whack your collective stack. I've seen it in porn and read about it of course in "Latino Friction", but have only experienced it a couple times. It was amazing, but how safe is it from an HIV point of view? It seems that since the cock heads aren't moving, you don't have the same risk of infection due to things traveling up the urethra, but if one guy shoots inside the other guy's skin, isn't that sort of asking for trouble? Wouldn't it be like shooting the infection right on up in there? Wearing a love glove would certainly solve the problem but would also defeat the purpose. So, what say you?

2003-10-18

Unlinked gathering

Went to Unlinked gathering today with the guys, it was fun. I am tired now, cya!

2003-10-10

When I was a kid

Sometimes I have this feeling that I do not know how should I handle. When I was young, maybe 10 years old I went to this constructing apartment to play. No one was there, it was a good place to play hide and seek with my friends. This day, we were there again, playing hide and seek. I was hiding in the far corner of the basement, waiting and waiting to be caught. The security guard came. I was scared because I know I should not be there. Maybe he saw my facial expression, he asked me to calm down. He then sit beside me and he had his hand on my crotch. I'm not making this up, his blardee hand is on my crotch! He put his hand into my hands, running my dick head and the skin around it. He played for quite a bit and then he turned me around, and took off my pants, making me lie down on the rock hard cement, my dick now sore, from rubbing against the cold hard cement floor of the car park. He lie on me, with his dick aiming for my virgin butt hole. He tried pushing it in, harder each time and he would pull it out once a while and spit some saliva on his hand to rub on his prick. The feeling of having his dick in my ass is now gone, sometimes I feel horny about it, sometimes anger. I do not remember if I had felt pain when it happened, or was it good? I do not know. I was only 10! He stood up, and pull me up with him. Asking me to sit beside him. It was over. I put my hand on his penis, it was wet, most likely wet from the semen residue from his orgasm since he was getting soft, and it was oozing out from his piss hole. I hope he had a good time, because he just took the virginity of my butt from me :(

2003-10-07

Danny Part 2

My selfconcious pop back to reality when my mobile rang. My pants is still on me, but the feeling of having Danny's hand on me is still inside my mind. I hugged Danny close to me, he did not reject, so close as if we are the same body. Scene of his hair rushing to my nose. Sending signal to my brain cells even faster than Super Jaring can offer. Whatever happens next, I think should be between me and Daddy. He is cute, and big too.

2003-10-06

Danny

Met Danny today. It was great. I felt nervous because this is the first time I have ever invited someone that I have not met before over to my house. He came over, with his bicycle. In fact he was staying very near to me. We met on the net. He called me on my mobile the past few days. He sounded cute. I really like it. The way he acted when I chat with him is nice. When I saw him, I noticed his hair. Its so soft and so smooth. I invited him in of course. He sat on my bed, looking around. I put the VCD that he brought along in the player and put it on the TV. We watch, and soon getting really horny. He started to sit closer to me. He lean more against me, I smell his hair, nice. He put his hand on my thigh, at this moment, we are both lying down on my bed. He turned over and hugged me, and put his hand inside my pants. I didn't stop him for I feel good having his hand on my crotch. I can't stand it anymore. I took off my pants, revealing my white brief. I grab Danny's hand and I put it inside my brief. He starts to fondle around. Both of us are not totally ignorance to what is on the TV. He slowly slide my underpants down to my knee, and start stroking me gently.

2003-10-05

Me and myself

I have a lot of things going inside me. Things that I cannot explain. Is this what they called the puberty stage? I am creating this blog to write down the daily happenings of myself. Something that my school friends should not know about. I think this is the safest place for me to put my feelings into words.